Betwixed?

BETWIXED?

I have only three more weeks left of school for this semester. WOW time really flies. This summer should prove to be interesting, I will be doing a bit of traveling. As I travel this summer I will be working on a thesis paper for next semester, the paper is on "PTSD: Causation and coming in from the dark" I pretty much have most of it written but I hope to use this time to expand it's content.

This issue is close to home for me because I have many friends and fellow comrades from the military that are dealing with issues that are associated with this diagnoses.

I too find myself pondering the question about why I have survived verses the other poor son of a bitch that I had to kill to stay alive. Or even why I continue to strive for success while others have failed.

Many of these question continue to "betwix" my senses.

I am looking forward to leaving this area and traveling, I am not sure where all my travels will take me but I am taking about 40 days to just this.

Then next year I will finish my studies at the local University (I hope) then find a grad school to attend. I do hope I can get into a History, Historical Preservation, Museum Curator or Library Studies Program.

I know I am just babbling away this evening but it has been some time since I have just wrote randomly. Some of you may know that I have attempted to utilize Face Book to fulfill my urge to write but several things 1) Facebook just frustrates me so much, the social activities such as farmville, mafia wars and all the other nonsense flak that just crowds up and real conversations. 2) Facebook does not allow much room to write, usually one has to have a link or just write a quick line. I did post I was leaving FaceBook on may 31, 2010 and that was my original plan but I will think about it more. 3) It is so time consuming, I have let my own blog suffer and it takes some much time to weed through everything.

As I begin to write more hear I hope to bring more articles and comments on Peace and what if anything we as a society are doing to promote Peace! Certainly not much, we continue to provide the world with weapons and tools of destruction.

Please keep looking and I will attempt to be more mindful about posting!

Thanks again for all of your support.